February 2012
i’m going to visit my closest online friend on march 23rd for the fourth time i am crying
Mom: What's wrong?
My mind: I used to do so well in school but I'm not anymore.
My mind: The people I call friends, aren't my actual friends.
My mind: I'm constantly feeling alone.
My mind: I'm starting to look at myself different.
My mind: Nothing feels the same anymore.
My mind: I feel like I'm going to fail at anything I try to do.
My mind: I haven't been eating that much and I'm hungry all the time.
My mind: I feel like no one cares about me.
My mind: I just wanna sleep all day and never wake up.
Me: Oh nothing I'm fine.
People wouldn't realize how fucked up I really am...
depressed-misfit:
I can’t afford losing anyone anymore..
I was just testing my new razor
And now there’s blood dripping all over my leg -___-
This was not so nice. At all.
“If you can’t tell the truth to the people you care about the most, eventually...”
– City of Ashes (via sheilaweasley)
